Wednesday, July 13, 2011

The Ax Has Fallen

This morning, the cards were put on the table. It is ALL out now. I still don't know how it is going to roll out but I did it. I stood up for myself and probably made one of the hardest decisions I have ever made but I have to stand behind it. I can't thank all of you enough for your support during this process. It means a lot that you all took the time to comment and email me privately etc. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

Eating has just been all over the place. I know I need to eat for nutrition but I am not planning so it is going awry. Last night was not too bad. I had some Lean Cuisine Egg rolls and Edamame but then got into the peanut butter and jelly.  I caught myself before I did too much damage. I need to go to the store tonight and get some groceries. Prepare, prepare, prepare... Exercise has been virtually not existent too which needs to change. I feel so much better when I am done but it is getting my fat ass out there... Maybe a bike ride would be good. Until next time...

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19 comments:

  1. MeghanJuly 13, 2011 at 8:41 AM

    I'm glad you're making yourself happy!!

    Add some exercise because it will help relieve some stress!!

    Hang in there!

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  2. RoxieJuly 13, 2011 at 8:52 AM

    Just continue to breathe and do the next right thing for yourself today. I know this is so tough - both to say out loud AND to follow through. "They" are not the enemy; it would be so much easier if they were. You will be in my thoughts.

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  3. ShelleyJuly 13, 2011 at 9:09 AM

    It's tough to eat right and exercise when life is in a bit of chaos, but you will feel much better about yourself if you manage to do it...glad things are out in the open. I look forward to seeing what life has in store for you now! :)

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  4. Roz @ weightingfor50July 13, 2011 at 9:59 AM

    Hi Katie, I read your blog regularly, but don't think I've commented before. Just wanted to say "take care"! This can't be an easy time for you, and my thoughts are with you.

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  5. LizzieJuly 13, 2011 at 10:29 AM

    Holy crap, Batgirl--you've been through a lot lately! (I haven't been reading for a couple of weeks and I just got caught up.) Bravo to you for dealing with things. Very brave!

    And--going back a posting or two--I'm getting ready to go on a cruise to Alaska in about a month!

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  6. HelenJuly 13, 2011 at 11:24 AM

    Well now that it's all out there, you can move right into your new life! Make a plan, get some groceries, get some exercise. You will definitely feel better!

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  7. Lindsey LuJuly 13, 2011 at 11:35 AM

    good for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hugs!

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  8. 135by2012July 13, 2011 at 1:09 PM

    Big hugs to you, Katie. I agree with Helen, now you cam move into your new life. Some exercise may be exactly what you need right now to help relieve the stress and make you feel better. Remember, you deserve to be happy and healthy.

    Take Care,
    Patty

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  9. SarahJuly 13, 2011 at 1:15 PM

    Proud of you and you know I am here for you if you need to talk!

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  10. BizJuly 13, 2011 at 1:38 PM

    While I know that was a hard decision Katie - I AM SO PROUD OF YOU for making steps to a happy life! You are a strong woman and I know this independence will only make you stronger - hugs!

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  11. Fat DaddyJuly 13, 2011 at 2:37 PM

    You've made some hard decisions Katie. But you can get through these times. You deserve to be happy. That is the bottom line.

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  12. F. McButter PantsJuly 13, 2011 at 3:00 PM

    Way to go! You will be in my prayers. I know you can do it.

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  13. EnzJuly 13, 2011 at 3:56 PM

    I know you can do it too. Hugs.

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  14. ~ JuryJuly 13, 2011 at 4:24 PM

    Not exactly sure what's going on, but the fact that you stood up for yourself is that matters! :)

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  15. GloryJuly 13, 2011 at 5:09 PM

    May have a few rough spots before it's all said and done. Hang in there. Good on you for taking the steps you need to make things better for YOU.

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  16. InWeighOverMyHeadJuly 13, 2011 at 5:56 PM

    very proud of you!

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  17. MelissaJuly 13, 2011 at 6:17 PM

    I can't imagine how hard that was... but i am so excited for what is in store for you. Will be thinking of you!

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  18. mamajulianaJuly 14, 2011 at 6:21 AM

    Hugs...and strength wishes! One foot in front of the other...do what you need to do for a healthy, happy you. Thinking of you...

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  19. AnonymousJuly 14, 2011 at 7:13 PM

    Be strong! Take care of you because baby, you're worth it! Your happiness has been waiting, now go for it!

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