As I have mentioned over the last few months, Dave is still here. I read back to the beginning of this year in my blog and it was in July that I told him things were over between us. I had emotionally separated from him to a certain extent at that point. I still care about him and always will but I know we do not have a future together. We have been together almost 7 years. When my mom went in the hospital, he was extremely helpful to me and made sure I stayed nourished and rested and then again with this sciatic problem. It can't go on forever though and we have been talking and at this point he said he would be gone by next weekend.Any way you look it it, it ain't gonna be easy. It is for the best and I know that I have a bright future but it is hard to see that through my tears right now.... Until next time..