Anxious Annie

I did better with food yesterday during the day. I had a Chef Salad for dinner but then ate too much cheesy garlic bread. Gave me a belly ache. Ughh... Another fresh slate this a.m.

My head is spinning right now. I know things will work out so I am not worried about that but I am on information overload. We are almost finished with the old apartment. I have not had any conversations with the landlord lately and no emails either. Maybe they are realizing I am not messing around. Who knows but boy will I be glad when that sh*t is done with. Then there is the whole bio family thing. I talked to my youngest bio brother this morning and happened to share his picture with my mom and she did not react well. When I told her about discovering all of this new info and my bio family she appeared to be understanding and supportive but now that a little time has gone by I think she is having mixed feelings. I just keep reminding her how blessed I was and that she is MY mom. Period. I did join an online Adoptee support group to get some ideas on how other people handle this situation. I have reached out to the people I know already so this is just another resource of help and information. All of this and I am packing and leaving on vacation in 3 days while trying to maintain my full time job and my relationship with Dave. Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!

We are leaving for the cruise this Friday the 23rd in the a.m. I am so anxious!!! We will fly up to Seattle and spend the night there and then embark the ship on Saturday the 24th. We will return on Saturday the 31st. I am looking forward to the R&R once we get there but whew it is a task for me to get everything done before I go. I need to remember to breathe... Until next time...